Archive for August, 2006

sick

Friday, August 25th, 2006

lalalalalalla…I am sick…I am sick…I am sick…This is what typically happens when I get sick…

First it starts of with a sneeze or two…the next thing you know it…I develop a blocked nose…but that’s still fine with me…

The disgusting part is when I start getting those …yucky green phelgm that’s just constantly begging to come out of my system…ewww….

The worst is yet to come, If I am not better by then, here comes the Asthma attack, all dressed in blue….sucking out my ability to BREATHE properly…oh the clean air…how I DESPERATELY need them…

The scene is terrible…darker circles under my eyes than usual…wheezy noise from my air pipe…ew..ew..ew.. hate the feeling…

Right now I am at the yucky phelgm phase…eargh…scary…….

The Simple life

Tuesday, August 1st, 2006

It has been nothing but drama today. It’s like one of those Filipino telenovelas that’s being aired on PRIMA. Despite it all I feel stronger than ever. Yes, part of me is sad but for now I cannot afford to have sadness in my vocabulary. I have to be strong, after all I decided to go on with this decision.

On a lighter note, I have been realising how children can be so sweet. I mean I had a cross and tired face when I came to school just no. Some of the children looked at me quizzicaly and even though they didn’t say anything to me, I could see that they were wondering what the heck is wrong with me.

While others would come up to me and hyperly say hello…infact some would sing song their hellos to me…Gosh….right then and there my heart melt. how cute…actually the kids are not the only ones that are cute…It’s my dogs too especially Bambi and Labrador. I was really sad the other day when I came out to play with them…I couldn’t help but burst into tears by the time I went to check on them.

So they there were, jumpy at first, then when they saw me cry, they stopped jumping and sat with their heads tilted and their ears pointed in one direction. As I came closer to them, they stood and started licking my face…I was overwhelmed and just started laughing…It felt good…The simple things in life really are the best feelings in the world!

The truth is I have been too absorbed with myself to see all these little beauties and realize that there is more to life than my life…Each new day is a new day for learning and teaching…Each new day is a chance and shot at success..I am taking it one day at a time now.