Spilling the Juice

Eternity…

That is such a scary word! In the Little Oxford Dictionary, It simply means Infinite time, endless life after death or in colloquial terms…a very long time.

What draws me to this word is that the other day I was at the beach with my big extended family, I was reflecting on alot of things. Yeah nature has a funny way of making you think deeper with its ENDLESS blue sky…INFINITE horizon…

So yeah being at the beach drew me to this very thought of eternity…

Your love ones confessing that they love you FOREVER.

You telling that your love for him is INFINITE.

Both of you pledge your UNDYING love to one another for ETERNITY.

Wake up, smell the grass…almost nothing lasts forever…Just as the sun reaching its rays to the blade of grass on that sunny afternoon by the beach…that moment is the only moment that you will have a perspective of the grass being that way, everything changes after that moment and it becomes someone’s mental note of that grass…if they ever thought of it that is.

So like love too, its only an ETERNITY for that moment, when one of you or the both of you confessed that you love each other FOREVER …everything changes after the break up.

I guess the only ETERNITY (besides the great blue yonder after death) is the memories that we carry…the good, the bad and the ugly…it is our ETERNITY.

Yes I am deeply in love, Yes I am at the crossroads of my life…Yes this is a testing time and I hope and pray that I take my life with a strong force, so even when I am knocked to the ground, I continue to get back up and climb that mountain and perhaps to reach my eternity.

After months of mentally debating, I have decided to put out my phobia of writing or in this case typing what I am constantly reflecting about, my perspectives.

Don’t get me wrong I used to love writing in a journal but after a certain incident that has left me scarred for the longest time, I had no where to spill out my thoughts.

So why of all a blog, why of all in Friendster? I guess its all about trying to get back my creative writing spirit and since logging on to friendster is almost a daily ritual, I don’t have to look elsewhere.

Perhaps as well it is to share with friends who are interested in sharing my thoughts.

So whatever it is, Welcome to my blogging world dear friends!

Oh yeah if you’re asking why CranberryDelite? I guess its the fact that I drink loads of cranberry, at least used to for health reason…it has lots of meanings but it keeps the urinary tract healthy and the vitamin C content is higher than of a regular orange. The fact that it has a sweet but sharp note at the end, reflects my personality. That’s how I feel anyways…

So once again, Welcome dear friends to my blogging world and you’re welcome to spill your juice too!